always.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Distanced.

Perhaps i should do what i'm best in agn, distancing myself from what i don't want to face. Things just doesn't feel right, and don't seem possible. I don't want to get myself hurt even more, and i don't want the person i care to feel hurt either. My heart is an liability, totally. I miss you boy.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I can't wait for tioman trip!

RAH! Tioman trips dates are confirmed, 12-14 june. What's making this trip worst is that the returning marks the start of school the next day. And what make things even worst, is the first day of school means Sports prescription UT1. That also means that i've to bring some of my notes over to tioman to revise. But i'm glad i'm not alone, cause i knw there is a handful of ppl that will need to bring notes over to study tooooo! MUAHAHAHHAHA.

This is the first time i have been so serious about UT. To the extent of reading the 6ps and slides, then writing notes on the print outs. So stress to the extent that i'm now so sleepy i'm still revising, cause i know i won't have time if i don't stay up. Fyp in the late noon, trng in the night tml. Thurs is sch, ayg dry run and rug trials out. Totally over scheduled!

Monday, May 25, 2009

Let me be brave in the attempt

Last friday, was acting like an auntie during crocs sale. I've to go around looking at the floor for those rejected crocs, bcus my leg size is so small and common tht almost everything on the shelf is gone. But in the end i managed to get myself 2 pair of maryjanes in the biggest kid size, lol!

The whole of saturday was dedicated to all schools rugby nationals, and ws trng after tht. Went back home with a red lobster face, but the effort put in was worthwhile. We got 2nd, but minyi&i was rushing off for our trngs so we didn't wait for the prize presentation. Waiting for more photos to be uploaded onto faceboook! (:

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I don't wanna dream about all the things that never were

Life has pretty been much of a routine. It's either school, work or trainings. School just started for about 4 weeks, and i'm looking forward to the next holiday. Because it would mean a break off from the school thou not totally because of fyp, but at least more free time in between. And what i'm looking forward to most, is WS team trip in june again. This time it's tioman instead of batam. SUN SAND SEA. And we might be trying out snokerling, tell me how much fun is this compared to studying yo!

Putting school aside, life on it's own hasn't been great. I sometimes wish i was perfect and be able to be somebody everybody like. Doing things which nobody detest, and split myself into two and be at different places at different times. So perhaps that's why sometimes it's not too good to be so socialble and make so many friends.

And you, i feel wierd with everything. We talk and we laugh about anything, things seems so pretty normal. But how i wish i'm able to read your mind, it's hard for me to keep thinking about what's going in your mind each time. And i hate the sensitive feeling, it doesn't make me feel comfortable. Why not you tell me how exactly you're feeling towards everything? Because perhaps all this is just me thinking too much.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Tell me where i lie within

Over the weekends it was energy draining, with activities one right after another. Friday after school, was rushing to celebrate huabin's birthday. We brought him to fish&co, surprised him with a fake "boobs" cake. Took many many pictures which are already uploaded in facebook, and cause a flooding of 251 emails from the taggings. But anw, we went to a pub at clarke quay to slack awhile before going back. Almost all were quite tired tht day, and some having to work the next, so we left at around 1. Waiting uper long for night rider, & reaching home at around 2 plus.

Then on saturday, early in the mrng at 9.30 was rugby at turf city. I only had 5hours of sleep, before having to play 2 games that day. I was literally walking around with my eyes half closed, until just before the game. Was burnt damm bad today, now my face is so red and my arms are so tanned. Love it!

Oh well, rush home again and went straight out for jiaxuan's guitar concert. We find our own cheap trills in between the concert, cause we were getting bored when we don't understand all the classical songs. We left a few mins before the concert was about to finish, and em drove us to upper thomson for some prata for dinner. We each left with a super bloated stomach because of the XL mutabak. Now the sight of mutabak really makes me feel like puking. Even ppl like zhenhao&jim who eats so much had problem walking properly after that.

Now back to school, it's still as happening and tiring. I want the 2 weeks of holiday to reach sooon! Tml will be finning at rp pool, thn rugby trng, thn movie with jin&the rest after that. Pray that wed fyp is not so early, if not i'm gna be a zombie for another day agn! Time check: 12.30. Not say very late, but for a class of prescription tml, i'm already so dead. Prescription means stress and no time to eat, sucks man!

Monday, May 04, 2009

Dear prince charming.

Last weekend was a bore, no much happenings. Other than getting to shop a little over the weekends, and bought my new phone like finally! Labour day, went down to bugis after yishun trng in the mrng. It was shopping for the girls, while the guys went for pool.

Sat was slacking around at home, till evening for movie with alvin&pc. Watched friday the 13, pretty scary. Pc was covering his eyes & sliding dont knw until where during watching lo! Somebody still claim that he was not scared during my blood valentine 3D.

& sunday was slacking around at home again, till evening for run with mr kwa and others. & people who know me, knows that i hate running. The reason why i'm running is because i'm forced to run by mr kwa, and also it actually helps me lose weight la hor. & also, cause i've the company of enid, now she's like my training buddy man, right enid? :D

So today class was out of school, it was at dairy farm feeding mosquitoes instead of milking cows okay! I was late for work even after cabbing to sch, cause that stupid allan lee release us only at 4.05. Lucky lifeguarding at rp can be quite flexible cause of the flexible seniors. & for the first time work was a bore, cause rp lifesaving team was training at NUS today. So for work today, there was nobody to crap with during work & go home with after work.


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Love Story - Taylor Swift Free Counter	Sunday, May 31, 2009 Distanced. Perhaps i should do what i'm best in agn, distancing myself from what i don't want to face. Things just doesn't feel right, and don't seem possible. I don't want to get myself hurt even more, and i don't want the person i care to feel hurt either. My heart is an liability, totally. I miss you boy. 12:31 AM · Tuesday, May 26, 2009 I can't wait for tioman trip! RAH! Tioman trips dates are confirmed, 12-14 june. What's making this trip worst is that the returning marks the start of school the next day. And what make things even worst, is the first day of school means Sports prescription UT1. That also means that i've to bring some of my notes over to tioman to revise. But i'm glad i'm not alone, cause i knw there is a handful of ppl that will need to bring notes over to study tooooo! MUAHAHAHHAHA. This is the first time i have been so serious about UT. To the extent of reading the 6ps and slides, then writing notes on the print outs. So stress to the extent that i'm now so sleepy i'm still revising, cause i know i won't have time if i don't stay up. Fyp in the late noon, trng in the night tml. Thurs is sch, ayg dry run and rug trials out. Totally over scheduled! 11:53 PM · Monday, May 25, 2009 Let me be brave in the attempt Last friday, was acting like an auntie during crocs sale. I've to go around looking at the floor for those rejected crocs, bcus my leg size is so small and common tht almost everything on the shelf is gone. But in the end i managed to get myself 2 pair of maryjanes in the biggest kid size, lol! The whole of saturday was dedicated to all schools rugby nationals, and ws trng after tht. Went back home with a red lobster face, but the effort put in was worthwhile. We got 2nd, but minyi&i was rushing off for our trngs so we didn't wait for the prize presentation. Waiting for more photos to be uploaded onto faceboook! (: 12:10 PM · Wednesday, May 20, 2009 I don't wanna dream about all the things that never were Life has pretty been much of a routine. It's either school, work or trainings. School just started for about 4 weeks, and i'm looking forward to the next holiday. Because it would mean a break off from the school thou not totally because of fyp, but at least more free time in between. And what i'm looking forward to most, is WS team trip in june again. This time it's tioman instead of batam. SUN SAND SEA. And we might be trying out snokerling, tell me how much fun is this compared to studying yo! Putting school aside, life on it's own hasn't been great. I sometimes wish i was perfect and be able to be somebody everybody like. Doing things which nobody detest, and split myself into two and be at different places at different times. So perhaps that's why sometimes it's not too good to be so socialble and make so many friends. And you, i feel wierd with everything. We talk and we laugh about anything, things seems so pretty normal. But how i wish i'm able to read your mind, it's hard for me to keep thinking about what's going in your mind each time. And i hate the sensitive feeling, it doesn't make me feel comfortable. Why not you tell me how exactly you're feeling towards everything? Because perhaps all this is just me thinking too much. 12:22 AM · Tuesday, May 12, 2009 Tell me where i lie within Over the weekends it was energy draining, with activities one right after another. Friday after school, was rushing to celebrate huabin's birthday. We brought him to fish&co, surprised him with a fake "boobs" cake. Took many many pictures which are already uploaded in facebook, and cause a flooding of 251 emails from the taggings. But anw, we went to a pub at clarke quay to slack awhile before going back. Almost all were quite tired tht day, and some having to work the next, so we left at around 1. Waiting uper long for night rider, & reaching home at around 2 plus. Then on saturday, early in the mrng at 9.30 was rugby at turf city. I only had 5hours of sleep, before having to play 2 games that day. I was literally walking around with my eyes half closed, until just before the game. Was burnt damm bad today, now my face is so red and my arms are so tanned. Love it! Oh well, rush home again and went straight out for jiaxuan's guitar concert. We find our own cheap trills in between the concert, cause we were getting bored when we don't understand all the classical songs. We left a few mins before the concert was about to finish, and em drove us to upper thomson for some prata for dinner. We each left with a super bloated stomach because of the XL mutabak. Now the sight of mutabak really makes me feel like puking. Even ppl like zhenhao&jim who eats so much had problem walking properly after that. Now back to school, it's still as happening and tiring. I want the 2 weeks of holiday to reach sooon! Tml will be finning at rp pool, thn rugby trng, thn movie with jin&the rest after that. Pray that wed fyp is not so early, if not i'm gna be a zombie for another day agn! Time check: 12.30. Not say very late, but for a class of prescription tml, i'm already so dead. Prescription means stress and no time to eat, sucks man! 12:00 AM · Monday, May 04, 2009 Dear prince charming. Last weekend was a bore, no much happenings. Other than getting to shop a little over the weekends, and bought my new phone like finally! Labour day, went down to bugis after yishun trng in the mrng. It was shopping for the girls, while the guys went for pool. Sat was slacking around at home, till evening for movie with alvin&pc. Watched friday the 13, pretty scary. Pc was covering his eyes & sliding dont knw until where during watching lo! Somebody still claim that he was not scared during my blood valentine 3D. & sunday was slacking around at home again, till evening for run with mr kwa and others. & people who know me, knows that i hate running. The reason why i'm running is because i'm forced to run by mr kwa, and also it actually helps me lose weight la hor. & also, cause i've the company of enid, now she's like my training buddy man, right enid? :D So today class was out of school, it was at dairy farm feeding mosquitoes instead of milking cows okay! I was late for work even after cabbing to sch, cause that stupid allan lee release us only at 4.05. Lucky lifeguarding at rp can be quite flexible cause of the flexible seniors. & for the first time work was a bore, cause rp lifesaving team was training at NUS today. So for work today, there was nobody to crap with during work & go home with after work. 11:06 PM ·